From a life as a drug dealer
and user to a career as a social worker, Jordon MacLean has dedicated part of
his life to advocating for drug users in the face of public opposition.
MacLean is a large presence,
both in personality and in size. When he speaks, he speaks from experience and
from his heart. A graduate of Algonquin College’s social service worker program,
he is one of the organisers of a grassroots community advocacy group known as
Campaign for Safer Consumption Sites in Ottawa. As their name indicates, they
are a group advocating for a safe injection site in Ottawa.
Safe injection sites are a
form of harm reduction that provides drug users with sterile equipment and a
monitored environment to inject drugs. Their main goal is to decrease the
number of transmitted diseases and overdose deaths caused by injection drug
use. They also exist as a first point of contact for counselling and other services
to treat their addiction. The only such site in North America is Vancouver’s
Insite clinic.
While safe injection sites are
meant for the benefit of the public there is resistance to them. MacLean uses
his experiences as a drug user and his ability to communicate effectively to
advance the discussion about these sites within the community. Displaying that drug
users can turn their life around and give back to society.
A Little Bit of Background
Loneliness was a theme in
MacLean’s life. As the only child of a single mother he often was alone, or at
the very least felt that way. Growing up without a father, he also searched for
a male role model.
MacLean began using drugs
around grade 8 or 9. A time of experimentation for many young teenagers, he
felt like he had found a good friend in drugs, describing them as a “warm
blanket on a cold day.”
He moved to Vancouver later
where he got to see his Dad at the end of his life, who was an alcoholic and a
drug user. MacLean moved to Vancouver with the dream of becoming a movie star
after being in a few shows as an extra.
“I got to see my Dad at the
end of his life, he was in bad place,” said MacLean. “Maybe that is why he
didn’t want to be around me.”
MacLean, while out in
Vancouver, was selling large amounts of drugs and also using them. He said that
he didn’t give much thought to his behaviour.
“I thought I wouldn’t make it
to 40 so I didn’t care who I was dealing with,” MacLean said. “I didn’t care
about getting caught because of that.”
There were times when things
looked bleak. As someone involved in the drug trade there were times that he
was almost killed. There were also times when things were so dreary that he
contemplated suicide, “it wasn’t who I was born to be,” MacLean said. “So I
just wanted to not be here.”
Getting
Help and an Education
It was Dec. 5, 2007 when
MacLean entered rehab and that was the last time that he used a drug. He finished
smoking a joint right before he walked into the Meadow Creek treatment centre
on Carling Avenue in Ottawa. Blowing out the last puff of smoke right before
walking in the door.
Inside the facility he detoxed
for about a week and spent 30 days in their residential treatment program.
Group meetings were a big part of the experience, which he described as very
therapeutic.
“At first you don’t want to
say anything,” MacLean said about the meetings. “But it feels really good to
get what you are feeling off your chest.”
After getting out of treatment
MacLean committed himself to returning to school. He had never been a great
student, unable to concentrate and eventually dropping out of high school.
He applied for the second
career program and then enrolled in social service worker at Algonquin College.
During his time at Algonquin,
MacLean got involved with CSCS and organised a rally on Parliament Hill as part
of an assignment for a college class. A rally which got coverage in the media
and community awareness to the issue of safe injection.
Taking
What Was Learned and Applying It
In addition to having a career
at a group home for teenagers and young adults with autism, MacLean also
contributes time and energy to CSCS and also the Drug Users Advocacy League.
Catherine Hacksel, who works
with MacLean describes him as having a huge heart and possessing a tremendous
amount of energy. With his responsibilities outside of advocacy he still finds
the time to consistently attend meetings and stays involved. He does not use
his busy life as an excuse.
Hacksel first met MacLean when
he was in the social service worker program and wanted to get involved with advocacy.
His college class from social service worker program organised a rally
advocating for safe injection sites that took place March 23, 2014 on
Parliament Hill.
“The group from his class
organised the event,” Hacksel said. “He was a big part of getting people out to
the event.”
An event in which “100 or so
people and a lot of media” showed up to take part and document. A rally that
sought to promote the awareness of Ottawa’s need for a safe injection site.
MacLean also canvasses door to
door throughout Ottawa to engage people about safe injection directly where
they live. He said that the response he receives is very positive. He says that
while he meets some resistance, many people change their mind when they are
presented the facts.
The
Other Side of the Coin
Safe injection sites are not
without their detractors. The mayor of Ottawa, Jim Watson, contends that they
are not the right approach for Ottawa. He believes that instead of investing in
safe injection sites the city should focus on an abstinence based approach.
“I believe with the scarce
resources that we have we should focus on treatment,” said Watson. “Based on
conversations with our police chief and Vancouver’s I don’t think it is the
best approach.”
Critics point to the fact that
drugs are illegal. The one safe injection site that exists in all of North
America – Vancouver’s Insite – exists under a federal criminal code exemption.
For a site to open in Ottawa it would require getting an exemption from the
government to allow drugs to be legally used on the premises.
Words
Have Weight
As a former drug user MacLean
doesn’t like to describe himself as an “addict” and also doesn’t refer to
himself as “clean.”
“I don’t like to use addicted,
or clean or better,” said MacLean. “At first I used to say I’m clean, right?
But I never use that anymore because that means I was dirty before.”
Words have imagery behind
them. Words shape the very perception we have of people. They create an image
in the mind’s eye. The word dirty carries behind it an extremely negative
connotation.
He believes that this
inequality is unacceptable. Just because people are addicted to drugs should
not mean that they do not have the same access to care.
“Everyone deserves to be heard
and have respect,” said Maclean. ““If society doesn’t care about these people
then why are they ever going to want to change and make the community a better
place?”
The
Professional Opinion
There are other influential
people within the community lobbying for the opening of a safe injection site.
One of those people is Jeff Morrison, former president of the board of the
Centretown Community Health Centre. Morrison also ran for city council in
Somerset ward during the 2014 Ottawa municipal election. An election in which
he finished second to Catherine McKenney’s 4,000 votes.
He understands the resistance
to opening such a site, but also stresses the importance of the sites when it
comes to public safety.
“Most people in the community
understand the health benefits of a safe injection site,” said Morrison. “They also
understand a safe injection site would reduce the number of discarded needles
in public places, and would provide drug users with a contact to the health
system.”
He believes that politicans
may fear the “not in my backyard” reaction from the public. They also fear that
they will be seen as encouraging drug use.
Where
Do We Go From Here
Like any social change, minds
are slow to change. Public opinion has slowly been changing over the years on
safe injection sites. There has been increased coverage in the Ottawa media
because of multiple academic studies conducted stating Ottawa is in need of at
least one, if not more, of these clinics.
There are already locations
willing to host a safe injection site. The Sandy Hill Health Centre has already
put together a petition to be the location of such a site. The largest
opposition they face is the opposition at city hall and on Parliament Hill, but
that is also changing.
“There is so much more support
and there [are] so many politicians that are now for it,” said MacLean. “When
before it was very hush-hush, you couldn’t even say you supported it.”
MacLean acknowledges that both
sides have their point of view and they respectfully disagree on the subject. He
believes that the facts are on his side. That no matter what opposition he
faces, he will stand up for the rights that he believes drug users deserve.
“40 people died last year of
overdose and 10 people got HIV in Ottawa,” MacLean said. “It could be your
brother, it could be your sister, it could be your mother.”